August 16, 2008 at 10:19 pm (Uncategorized) (, , )

I had my very first negative experience associated with blogging…

I was thinking about doing a post and in the middle of it I was hit by this panic I had gained 5 lbs… or according to my sisters scale on Weds. I had gained 5 lbs and I was struck with panic. I’m still in the midst of that.

I’m sad at the reaction, for some reason as soon as that feeling hit, I promptly turned and vomited up my lunch. The fact my mind makes my body react like that is frustrating… It had been a good week, it had been happy all week, lots of smiles and excitement. Then suddenly I feel awful

I don’t think I can eat today, tomorrow I’ll give it another shot

Today turned out to be shitty…. fucked up my good week.


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